3.18!

 today!

And it's no and wait list...

March

 next Friday is the middle school decision date.

I am looking forward to the result. 

Yes, almost six grade.

That seems to be a verdict of how good or bad our parenting is so far. Either way it is very suspenseful. Of course we are not doing a lot of things a bay area parent suppose to do, I am asking and waiting for the answer 'is it ok?'

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I *am* a blackhole. I don't emit any lights any more. Is it the work I have been bound to do for so long which have stagnated me or it is me all along? 

Last week I saw S again, I remembered our conversation several years ago. I haven't changed, I haven't broken out from this contract, this bind, this comfort zone. Yes, I have all the wrong reasons. 

Don't use 'too busy' as reason for anything any more.

I need blink and glitter a bit again.