"Buck was content to adore at a distance. He would lie by the hour, eager, alert, at Thornton's feet, looking up into his face, dwelling upon it, studying it, following with keenest interest each fleeting expression, every movement or change of feature. Or, as chance might have it, he would lie farther away, to the side or rear, watching the outlines of the man and the occasional movements of his body. And often, such was the communion in which they lived, the strength of Buck's gaze would draw John Thornton's head around, without speech, his heart shining out of his eyes as Buck's heart shone out."
Wednesday, October 2, 2024
Tuesday, May 21, 2024
one week after early retirement
Very happy, very relaxed.
But I haven't been able to get lots of things done yet.
This morning, "detoxing" is the word I used. Yes, I am in the process of detoxing from the over worked self. Actually I found I have more nightmares than before. In any case, I am getting more focused, and more solid on the decisions I made so far, for myself.
Thursday, May 9, 2024
Quitting, retiring
Yes, I don’t want to stay in the same loop agonizing. Yes it would be depart with lots of money, but I would welcome some joy and authenticity to my life again. Retired will be such a sweet word.
A decision
I didn’t anticipate it is so hard to tell the manager that I would like to quit the job.
But that is what I have wanted to do for so long, so need do this.
Thursday, February 1, 2024
a moment
The long reproducing journey had swift turn after figured out the root of issue. The simplicity of figuring the puzzle out, it tasted so sweet.
I felt like that could be a moment I can bookmark or save into my book which marks the turning point how I felt in this new team after 20 months.
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